February 2012
12 posts
It's Hard For Me To Trust,
tedeezy:
It’s hard for me to trust someone after what I’ve been through. I’ve trusted people easily before, & what happened? I’ve been disappointed, lied to, cheated on, played like a fool. & I just can’t seem to get over what other people have done to me. & I know it isn’t fair for you cause you haven’t done anything to me, but I have to be careful, I have to expect the worst, I...
Do you know why she,
tedeezy:
chooses to stay with the guy who hurt her? Cause despite that, he knows how to make her happy. There may be cuter guys out there, but she doesn’t care about that cause to her, nobody can compare. He does more right things than wrong so she stays with him for all the right things he’s done and not leave him for that one mistake. And she knows no matter who she ends up with, they’re gonna...
I want a real relationship,
tedeezy:
Where someone & I start talking and actually stay in contact. Where someone & I start hanging out and actually make time for each other. Where someone & I start getting to know each other and actually take the time to do it. Where someone & I start gaining feelings and actually make something out of it. Where someone & I would start fighting & actually work...
January 2012
7 posts
December 2011
12 posts
Shit just got real if he's crying over you.
What it really means,
tedeezy:
Nowadays,
I miss you means until I start getting sick of you.
I like you means until I start getting bored of you.
I love you means until I meet someone better.
Let’s just be friends means let’s not talk as much.
I need time & space means I want you to get over me.
I’m not ready for a relationship means I don’t feel the same way.
I just wanna be single means I don’t wanna...
Know your worth.
tedeezy:
Fuck it, I’m single. I need to be going out & enjoying myself, not mope around at home & stress over someone who isn’t stressing over me, I can’t be missing someone who isn’t missing me back, I can’t be staying home waiting for a text or call back when it ain’t even coming, I can’t be crying myself to sleep & wake up the next day still feeling like shit. I deserve better....
The Waiting Game.
tedeezy:
Right now, you & someone aren’t on the best terms. You wish you guys can talk but it isn’t happening. So all you’re doing is visiting their social networks often to see if there’s anything new, you’re looking at old conversations from before, whenever you see that (1) in your inbox, you’re hoping it’s them but then you check it & it’s someone else & you’re disappointed. You...
November 2011
27 posts
Those talks,
tedeezy:
You remember when you & someone first started talking? They’re always hitting you up with so much to say, they start the conversation, they help keep it going, you can tell they’re happy cause you guys are talking, when you say you gotta go they don’t want you to leave so you stay a little longer just for them? Then later on, the replies become dull, the replies come slower,...
Ready, Not Ready.
tedeezy:
When you’re ready to be with someone who isn’t ready for you, who you wanna call “babe” & they’re still calling you by your name, who you wanna claim as your own but you have to refer to them as a friend, who you wanna hug & kiss but you gotta keep your hands to yourself, who you wanna be emotional with but they’re holding back, who you’re willing to wait for, but they would...
Relationships now a days,
tedeezy:
are like; one guy, one girl. One person isn’t ready for a label, one person is willing to wait. One hoe is trying to steal the guy away, one player is trying to steal the girl away. One friend also has feelings for that one person, one friend doesn’t like that one person, one ex is trying to get back at that one person, one of them starts to get bored, one of them stops doing what they...
Somewhere in between,
tedeezy:
Somewhere in between our text messages, our phone calls, our jokes, our laughter, our talks, I fell for you. But I’m afraid somewhere in between us being together, the arguments will start, the crying will occur, the jealousy kicks in, the boredom strikes & we won’t be the way we are now. I like how we’re getting closer, but I’ve seen people get closer just to slowly separate later...
tedeezy:
Justin Bieber (Feat. Jaden Smith) -...
Beautiful girl, Ugly insecurity.
tedeezy:
You see that beautiful girl? She doesn’t always look like that. She doesn’t always have make up on, ain’t always dressed up, hair doesn’t always look fancy. Most of the time, her face is plain, she’s bumming it out & her hair’s tied up. But the problem is although some guys say a girl looks better that way, they pay more attention to girls that are all dressed up or barely dressed...
Don't you always wonder why,
tedeezy:
Relationships are fun in the beginning & then it feels like something isn’t there anymore later on? It’s because someone stopped doing what they did to get you & now that you’re theirs, they feel like they don’t have to try as hard. Before, they used to pay attention, hit you up a lot, have so much to say, always doing this & that for you when you don’t even ask, be all over...
We often victimize ourselves,
tedeezy:
As the one who gets hurt by someone, but let’s be honest, we’ve all hurt someone before, whether it was on purpose or unintentional, we’ve hurt someone. We’ve all just wanted to be friends with someone, we’ve decided to not text someone back, we’ve ignored someone & paid attention to someone else, we’ve not felt the same way for someone, we’ve pushed someone away & we’ve lost...
Some girls say they're not pretty,
tedeezy:
Because they know someone’s gonna come & say ”Shut up, you know you are”. But some girls say they’re not pretty not because they’re looking for attention but because that’s how they feel. They compare themselves & see what others don’t. We see someone beautiful, but they see stretch marks, gut hanging out, small bodily features that wouldn’t catch the average guy’s eye. That’s...
Let me guess, girl,
tedeezy:
Your boyfriend or the guy you’re talking to can be such an asshole. You guys argue over stupid things, he gets jealous easily when he sees other guys talk to you, he gets mad over little things that he shouldn’t be mad about, & he knows how to make you sad or piss you off real well. But, he’s also your favorite guy, he can be the sweetest guy you know, he can also make you laugh,...
What are we?
tedeezy:
I don’t understand our relationship. Sometimes, we’re friends. Sometimes, we’re more than friends & sometimes, I’m just a stranger to you. One minute you’re talking to me as if I’m special, next minute you’re talking to me like I mean nothing to you. One day, you pay so much attention to me, the next day you almost completely ignore me. I just wish you would start making sense...
